Why come back?
So after some long and hard thinking... and some rough nights, I don't think I'm comming back. A boy kept me back in Fairbanks the first time. Then it was being a peer mentor. Then the last time was Tri-Sigma. I stayed in a place that made me cry almost every night for reasons all other than me. Wierd. Eh. But now that none of those reasons are holding me back... boy will never be, quit being a peer mentor, and certain members of my own sisterhood purposely chased me out, whats left? Some good friends that are true and honest. But more untrue unhonest ones. Whats in Anchorage? Not a single person who has ever really let me down in the times of my utmost need.
Things have changed while I've been away... another excuse I have. But in reality, the last straw was losing Tri-Sigma. That was my heart and soul in Fairbanks. I just miss it to much to go back to see it. Granted its different than it ever was when I was there, but some things are better and some things are worse, but I miss my sisters. Especially my little. She's so awesome. I'll see a lot of her this summer though... cause we're living in the same town! Hip hip hooray!
I dunno, we'll see what happens. Anchorage is already locked in for the summer. I'm crashing with Derek. The man who has made me hate him and love him and hate him over and over again all within a 2 week period in the past, but now my best friend on the face of the planet. well... he matches up with one other friend, but she has ovaries so they're on different levels. But yeah... So far thats whats going on there. We'll see how the summer plays into the fall.
Things have changed while I've been away... another excuse I have. But in reality, the last straw was losing Tri-Sigma. That was my heart and soul in Fairbanks. I just miss it to much to go back to see it. Granted its different than it ever was when I was there, but some things are better and some things are worse, but I miss my sisters. Especially my little. She's so awesome. I'll see a lot of her this summer though... cause we're living in the same town! Hip hip hooray!
I dunno, we'll see what happens. Anchorage is already locked in for the summer. I'm crashing with Derek. The man who has made me hate him and love him and hate him over and over again all within a 2 week period in the past, but now my best friend on the face of the planet. well... he matches up with one other friend, but she has ovaries so they're on different levels. But yeah... So far thats whats going on there. We'll see how the summer plays into the fall.