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So I havent been feeling good lately... at all. I have this crazy thing going on with my wisdom teeth and I'm taking penacillin and its messing up my system totally. So I feel totally icky, money is an issue right now. A pretty big one. I just need to get my tax return. They say 3-5 days with an electronic file direct deposit, we'll see. Ummmm... what else...
Bunches of people are mad at me for a million different reasons. Some are long term mad at me... soome I dont know why... others dont wait for the whole story first... and of course there's one that I deserve. So I'm getting beat up mentally pretty good. Oh well, just tough it out, summer will be here soon and I can focus one work.
I have this great guy friend thats been helping me out a lot lately, I'm doing my homework, I'm keeping up with life in general. so that helps. His family has adopted me, they take me out on family dinners and invite me over for waffles on sunday morning, and I go to church and I love ALL the people there. His parents hugged me at church today. I felt so welcome and wanted. (his dad hugged me but almost didnt hug him)
So yeah, I'm beating myself up over a bunch of stuff that I prolly shouldnt, I just hate it when people dont like me and I dont understand or know why.
Bunches of people are mad at me for a million different reasons. Some are long term mad at me... soome I dont know why... others dont wait for the whole story first... and of course there's one that I deserve. So I'm getting beat up mentally pretty good. Oh well, just tough it out, summer will be here soon and I can focus one work.
I have this great guy friend thats been helping me out a lot lately, I'm doing my homework, I'm keeping up with life in general. so that helps. His family has adopted me, they take me out on family dinners and invite me over for waffles on sunday morning, and I go to church and I love ALL the people there. His parents hugged me at church today. I felt so welcome and wanted. (his dad hugged me but almost didnt hug him)
So yeah, I'm beating myself up over a bunch of stuff that I prolly shouldnt, I just hate it when people dont like me and I dont understand or know why.