Mar 07, 2005 16:05
So I may have caused some unecessary drama in my life. I've been dealing with a bunch of my own, but its all private inner drama that I deal with and dont share at this point in my life because I really just dont want to. No big right?
But anyway, I've been trying to get some of my loaned stuff back and its been a real fight. Since its with another high profile person on campus I had to talk to my boss about it,(edit: I HAVE TO, its a job requirement or I can get FIRED FIRED FIRED FAST FIRED) she has to be kept up on all this sorta stuff she says so she can defend us if something comes up. So I told her what I was dealing with and such and just how I was going to deal with it. She told me no, not to do that, not to mess with it anymore. She's taking care of it for me. :S I feel kinda bad, like I'm a tattle tale, I didn't want her to get involved, just to keep her informed, but they're taking care of it now. Oye. Oops I guess is all I can say. I just didn't want another exploded situation. grrrrrr.
So then I was talking to Jamie about other things going on in my life, bout some of the issues I'm fighting against, then it went into the rep of my girls and our group and how we were having people trash talk us and how it was causing us trouble and making girls not want to join/quit or so it seems. She was wondering who in the world had that much power over other freshman girls. She asked, and I wasn't gonna lie to her... so I told her who. It might not be all this girls fault, she might not even be saying anything negative, but Jamie wrote down a note on that too. :S Drama has now been set in motion. And i didn't even mean to do it. Yikes. I'm just glad I live in skarland. Although I am hoping that maybe the badmouthing will stop, even if it is just a little bad mouthing, i just wanted it to end, not necessarily this way... but I guess some way is better than no way?
We'll see how the drama unfolds. I'll keep everyone updated with the play by play and not put anyone in the middle, cause thats mean, and I know there are people who are friends with both of us.