May 05, 2004 12:36
So yeah. I dunno if its gonna unfold that way, but so far its starting to. Had a good night last night, got to just chill with a few of my different boys, and kinda realize how much each of them cares in their own different ways. So I'm all rainbows and sunshine today.
I once again discover that I'm still madly in love. No suprise to me, but just another occurence that keeps me so sure that I'm in love. :D
Some people I know aren't comming back next year, and I'm sad about all of them. Even a few I didn't expect to be sad over. I guess its upsetting to know that people either don't feel like they belong here, or that they can't cut it here, or that something here just makes them not want to be here. I don't like anyone being upset, no matter how I feel about them, and them being so upset that they have to leave UAF... something had to make them come to that decision... its saddening to me.
I love my sisters. All of them. Every one of them, even the ones I'm not on the best terms with. my Grandma still says to my father, "You know I love you, but sometimes I just don't like you." Same deal with my sisters.
Everyone keep their fingers crossed for me, I have something I need the extra luck with, but I really don't wanna share it.
Ok, so now I've rambled off everything that is in my head... mighta bored some of you, but thats ok, cause what I'm thinking is down in the record books.
Sunshine and Rainbows!!!!!