Apr 26, 2004 13:24
hmmmmm... isn't life wierd? Stuff happens and always throws you curves. I've got so many curves in life right now its amazing.
The oddest one... An ex boyfriend trying to weasle his way back into my life. He's a really old one... we went out my jr year of high school and again last summer... but I broke it off with him... I wasn't being treated right this summer. Thats a whole nother story. But the other night he just flat out said he loved me, wanted me back and wanted me to come to anchorage for school. ummm wow?
Only one problem... I'm not in love with him. How do you tell someone you're not in love with them politely? Even harder, how do you tell them you're in love with someone else that isn't in love with you? yeah.... that was hella akward.
But I'm in love with someone thats not him, and there's nothing I can do about it, so he'll have to live with that.
Least I know that I'm not in love with the idea of being with someone (because I had a "someone" presented to me.) But actually in love with the person. But that makes life just a little bit more complicated doesnt it?