Apr 04, 2009 21:58
I think that if I liked myself, I'd be able to do my job better.
I can't help but feel alot of my failure is looking at my work and thinking 'hell. no one is going to pay for this.'
Edit:
This is not a panic attack.
This is simply paralyzing fear welling up inside me, making me sick to my stomach and my head ache, with my breath and tears kind of pushed out by the terror.
This is not a panic attack.
drama,
crafts,
self indulgence,
whine