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So the weekend was nice.
Lots of fun things
The attendant in the rest stop helepd me shake the vending machine when my candy got stuck.
We follwoed the guy with the mescatonic bumper sticker to the hotel. There were good conversations. Fun anime. Anime kareoke- I found out what hte words were to Hellsing's opening theme. Cool.
I got a ribbon for wearing a kimono around. it was pink! (Both the ribbon and the kimono)
Plutonic man-kiss. Woot.
I forgot how much I liked Dr. Who.
Someone had heard of Stupidity in Magic. How cool is -that-?
Cute geeks, lots of fun.
Basicly, it was a damn fun weekend.
I met a dollfie! someone I've known for years apparently loves them and she (got a great entrace line) introduced me to one of her ladies. Oh she was so sweet! Heaver than I expected, but... oh, they feel so alive when you hold their hands.
But now, I'm kind of empty and desolate, everytime I wasn't distracted this weekend, I get it again- no one likes me, I do everything wrong so it's my own fault that nobody lieks me, I'm akward and embaressing to be around, ... and I smell funny.
I don't know why I think everyone is too polite to say they just don't like me... oh wait I do. *Makes a face*
I had a bad pencil day, so even what I think I do well, I did poorly. I didn't get any of the projects I was supposed to be working on done. I had a spat with Kat about a picutre in my portfolio, and I feel bad about it, becasue she was more right than I was, and I was nastily defnesive.
anyhow, it's late and I need to letter the comic, which I didn't do this weekend, becasue I was too deprssed and I just kept putting it off thismorning.
Lots of fun things
The attendant in the rest stop helepd me shake the vending machine when my candy got stuck.
We follwoed the guy with the mescatonic bumper sticker to the hotel. There were good conversations. Fun anime. Anime kareoke- I found out what hte words were to Hellsing's opening theme. Cool.
I got a ribbon for wearing a kimono around. it was pink! (Both the ribbon and the kimono)
Plutonic man-kiss. Woot.
I forgot how much I liked Dr. Who.
Someone had heard of Stupidity in Magic. How cool is -that-?
Cute geeks, lots of fun.
Basicly, it was a damn fun weekend.
I met a dollfie! someone I've known for years apparently loves them and she (got a great entrace line) introduced me to one of her ladies. Oh she was so sweet! Heaver than I expected, but... oh, they feel so alive when you hold their hands.
But now, I'm kind of empty and desolate, everytime I wasn't distracted this weekend, I get it again- no one likes me, I do everything wrong so it's my own fault that nobody lieks me, I'm akward and embaressing to be around, ... and I smell funny.
I don't know why I think everyone is too polite to say they just don't like me... oh wait I do. *Makes a face*
I had a bad pencil day, so even what I think I do well, I did poorly. I didn't get any of the projects I was supposed to be working on done. I had a spat with Kat about a picutre in my portfolio, and I feel bad about it, becasue she was more right than I was, and I was nastily defnesive.
anyhow, it's late and I need to letter the comic, which I didn't do this weekend, becasue I was too deprssed and I just kept putting it off thismorning.