Hello all.
I just found an old story I wrote about Tara the day she died and wanted to share it with everyone.
Title: Her thoughts.
Author: Lexs_star
Email:serenaeliza2@yahoo.com
Rating:PG
Pairings: W/T
Feedback: Please! I'd love some. This I wrote along time ago and I'd love some in sight into how I can make my writing better.
Summary: Tara's spirt talks about things before she goes into the hearafter.
Disclaimer: Joss / ME / etc. owns these characters. This story is just for fun and not for profit.
Notes: This is my first attempt at one shot.
Round robin: No.
Her thoughts
Auther's note-I got the idea for this after seeing the episode of Buffy where Tara gets shot because of Warren trying to kill Buffy. And I got to thinking what would be Tara's thoughts before she went to the hereafter?
I looked at her. She looked so beatiful as she ever had to me. And before I knew it something that day would change my life, Willow's and everyone else around me. I wasn't afarid to die. I had lived my life fully for 21 years. College. Sunnydale. Away from my old life to my new one. Finding Willow but I think it was more her finding me then me finding her. I had love and friends who were my family. Dawn who was the little sister I never had. I love you all. I love you so much Willow. Remember that. Remember me and what we had. I will always love you my love.
"Your shirt-" I said to Willow and suddenly felt a bullet go into my back. Soon everything went black. I'm sorry Willow.I couldn't stay longer.
I was gone from my body. I prayed to the god and goddess Willow wont do anything that would provent her from passing over into when it was her time to go to the place I was. Heaven. Be good Will please.
Frighted of the shadows on the wall I think it looks abit like me Search my life for evidence of truth Can you see me? Can you hear me?
Terrifed my tounge will now betray All the lies that I've taught to say Searched your eyes for evidence of love
Can you see me?
Can you see me?
I stood ther next to my body and watched Willow cry. She was so sad. Devistated.
"No, Tara baby come back, please." she said between tears.
I just wanted to reach out and touch her. Tell her I'm ok. She wouldn't see me I was a spertect now. Some people could see them, Will was not in a good state I belive to have seen me right then.
So many tears fell down her face. She would try to bring me back. I just had a gut feeling. Will its never good to mess with the balance of things.if I had come back someone else might die. Maybe Buffy again or someone else. She cried more a long time.
I kissed her forehead after walking to her.
"Bye, Will I'll miss you. Love you forever." I looked at her; she didn't see me she was looking down at my body. It was so still.empty. Nothing.
Can you hear the child tears
Whose paradise was taken from his hands
Can you hold him in your arms
And tell him that you'll try to understand
When there's no way in hell you can
Can you hear me
Can you see me?
I walked out of the room that had used to be ours. I miss that. We were starting over and I could have all that again and more.
I cried. It was unfair. Life is so hard sometimes. Buffy had said that before she died, the hardist thing about life is living init. She was right. Oh so right. I faded away.
Afraid to break the silence in the room Disbelieving faces stare me down. Searched the world for evidence of faith
Can you hear me
Can you hear me now?
Can you hear the child tears
Whose paradise was taken from his hands
Can you hold him in your arms
And tell him that you'll try to understand
When there's no way in hell you can
Can you hear me
Can you see me?
end
Title: Her thoughts.
Author: Lexs_star
Email:serenaeliza2@yahoo.com
Rating:PG
Pairings: W/T
Feedback: Please! I'd love some. This I wrote along time ago and I'd love some in sight into how I can make my writing better.
Summary: Tara's spirt talks about things before she goes into the hearafter.
Disclaimer: Joss / ME / etc. owns these characters. This story is just for fun and not for profit.
Notes: This is my first attempt at one shot.
Round robin: No.
Her thoughts
Auther's note-I got the idea for this after seeing the episode of Buffy where Tara gets shot because of Warren trying to kill Buffy. And I got to thinking what would be Tara's thoughts before she went to the hereafter?
I looked at her. She looked so beatiful as she ever had to me. And before I knew it something that day would change my life, Willow's and everyone else around me. I wasn't afarid to die. I had lived my life fully for 21 years. College. Sunnydale. Away from my old life to my new one. Finding Willow but I think it was more her finding me then me finding her. I had love and friends who were my family. Dawn who was the little sister I never had. I love you all. I love you so much Willow. Remember that. Remember me and what we had. I will always love you my love.
"Your shirt-" I said to Willow and suddenly felt a bullet go into my back. Soon everything went black. I'm sorry Willow.I couldn't stay longer.
I was gone from my body. I prayed to the god and goddess Willow wont do anything that would provent her from passing over into when it was her time to go to the place I was. Heaven. Be good Will please.
Frighted of the shadows on the wall I think it looks abit like me Search my life for evidence of truth Can you see me? Can you hear me?
Terrifed my tounge will now betray All the lies that I've taught to say Searched your eyes for evidence of love
Can you see me?
Can you see me?
I stood ther next to my body and watched Willow cry. She was so sad. Devistated.
"No, Tara baby come back, please." she said between tears.
I just wanted to reach out and touch her. Tell her I'm ok. She wouldn't see me I was a spertect now. Some people could see them, Will was not in a good state I belive to have seen me right then.
So many tears fell down her face. She would try to bring me back. I just had a gut feeling. Will its never good to mess with the balance of things.if I had come back someone else might die. Maybe Buffy again or someone else. She cried more a long time.
I kissed her forehead after walking to her.
"Bye, Will I'll miss you. Love you forever." I looked at her; she didn't see me she was looking down at my body. It was so still.empty. Nothing.
Can you hear the child tears
Whose paradise was taken from his hands
Can you hold him in your arms
And tell him that you'll try to understand
When there's no way in hell you can
Can you hear me
Can you see me?
I walked out of the room that had used to be ours. I miss that. We were starting over and I could have all that again and more.
I cried. It was unfair. Life is so hard sometimes. Buffy had said that before she died, the hardist thing about life is living init. She was right. Oh so right. I faded away.
Afraid to break the silence in the room Disbelieving faces stare me down. Searched the world for evidence of faith
Can you hear me
Can you hear me now?
Can you hear the child tears
Whose paradise was taken from his hands
Can you hold him in your arms
And tell him that you'll try to understand
When there's no way in hell you can
Can you hear me
Can you see me?
end