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Okay, here's the thing.
I have almost no motivation to post lately, and looking back, my last few posts have been just me saying sorry for not posting/commenting/reading entries, and my assertions that I'm going to do just that, and still I don't.
I just can't seem to get back into the posting habit.
Maybe it's because my life, while it's okay, is just pretty boring right now, maybe things will pick up, or I'll start posting more once Show comes back on, but I honestly don't know if things will change.
So if you're tired of me never showing up at your page, or if you want to keep your flist for people who you actually talk to, then cut me. I swear, I won't mind.
I'm probably gonna do one myself, and I pretty much fucking hate myself for that, but it's really not fair on people to be on their flist when I've lost interest with LJ.
I'm not saying that I'm done here, I'm not, and I'll probably come back swinging in a few months and post 6 times a day like I used to, but right now I feel like a total bitch for not reading what's going on in people's lives.
And it's not that you're boring, or mean or anything, it's just that I feel so...IDK, apathetic?
I don't even visit the sites that I lived and breathed for a year, hell, even 6 months ago.
And I've got stuff I mean to post, pics of Ginny and news about what's been going on with me, but that apathy just stops me from even bothering.
And really, what kind of flistie does that make me?
So, if you want to cut me, then do, I won't feel bad, and I certainly won't bitch about you.
I'm gonna do my own cut now, so I'll leave this open, and to anyone who is cut, it's not that I don't like you, I do, but I just feel like I can't be the friend you deserve right now.
I have almost no motivation to post lately, and looking back, my last few posts have been just me saying sorry for not posting/commenting/reading entries, and my assertions that I'm going to do just that, and still I don't.
I just can't seem to get back into the posting habit.
Maybe it's because my life, while it's okay, is just pretty boring right now, maybe things will pick up, or I'll start posting more once Show comes back on, but I honestly don't know if things will change.
So if you're tired of me never showing up at your page, or if you want to keep your flist for people who you actually talk to, then cut me. I swear, I won't mind.
I'm probably gonna do one myself, and I pretty much fucking hate myself for that, but it's really not fair on people to be on their flist when I've lost interest with LJ.
I'm not saying that I'm done here, I'm not, and I'll probably come back swinging in a few months and post 6 times a day like I used to, but right now I feel like a total bitch for not reading what's going on in people's lives.
And it's not that you're boring, or mean or anything, it's just that I feel so...IDK, apathetic?
I don't even visit the sites that I lived and breathed for a year, hell, even 6 months ago.
And I've got stuff I mean to post, pics of Ginny and news about what's been going on with me, but that apathy just stops me from even bothering.
And really, what kind of flistie does that make me?
So, if you want to cut me, then do, I won't feel bad, and I certainly won't bitch about you.
I'm gonna do my own cut now, so I'll leave this open, and to anyone who is cut, it's not that I don't like you, I do, but I just feel like I can't be the friend you deserve right now.