Solitude: Being at peace with yourself; in order to find peace with the world

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Hubby's Granny passed away early this morning. He's in an emotionally weird place because he doesn't know *how* he should feel. She'd been in poor health for over 10 years and wasn't the 'Granny' he remembered from his youth. She stipulated a while ago that when she passed she wanted her grandsons to be pallbearers, and I think that's going to be really tough on him.

Does it make me a bad person that I don't want to go to the funeral because I'm pregnant. I don't even have a decent/convincing reason/argument for why. I just don't feel comfortable being all 8 months pregnant/obviously showing while they are burying Granny. *feels bad*