Mar 01, 2009 12:21
2/19 I was abruptly let got from my job. My boyfriend proceeds to tell me he will try to visit me on the weekend to comfort me
2/22 Boyfriends mother leaves a message in my house phone looking for her son.
2/23 AM check voice mail at house and find that his mother thinks he's with me - apparently he's been in Chicago since 2/20
2/23 AM still have not heard from boyfriend, have been trying to call him since 2/20
*i go to sleep*
2/23 PM I call boyfriend's mother, cuz I've finally heard from him; he left a message while i was sleep
He picks up
we have an argument; he's been in town since 2/20, told mother he was with me, found out during this conversation he had major surgery, is on vicodin and is making no plans to see me and is going on a business trip.
he provides no explanation on his where-a-bouts or why I haven't heard from him or why i don't know about his surgery or his trip
*i get off phone*
I start hyperventilating and start experiencing chest pain
2/24-2/28 he has made no effort to contact me and has ignored all of my attempts to contact him, after over 10 years of friendship
3/1 My ear infection has returned and the pain in my chest has almost reached unbearable levels and i keep passing out from hyperventilating
My insurance expired on 2/28
So to recap, I lost my job and my boyfriend - apparently in the same week, i think he may have physically broken heart - hence the chest pain, and my ear infection has returned on the day my insurance is no longer valid
I swear on the life of YOUR children, if one person says "things happen for a reason" i will slaughter you.
Now try again to explain to me how the universe is NOT fucking with me
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