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[willkill4oj]

my lovely, desturbing poetry. no plagerists allowed

~My Final Leap~
as i stand here on my ledge
without fear of being dead
i stand here akwardly without dread
and always remember what you said

"it never was you but always me
i just dont want to hurt you
for i am already with someone
but always i will love you"

but as i think about your words
i realize that you were lying
and as i leap, i jump, i fall
i realize that i am dying

~The Heartless One~
it has no heart
no soul
no fate
but only one purpose
to provoke hate

~Happyness~
happyness is a matrix
a lie, a fake, a fraud
it is a veneer to cover up
the darkenss that lies inside

only darkness really exsits
for always in the world
there is some type of discomfort
tearing at us inside

i dont know why it works that way
but one thing i am sure
the darkest thing of them all
is waiting now at my door

it is no satan, or deamon
a burdon on my back
but only the simple fact that,
you were not the One

~Once Loved~
can you imagine a feeling
deep down inside
where you are one
with another alike

a bond of trust
no worrys no fear
but of course there are downsides
not all of life is clear

there is hatred and mistrust
malice and fear
conquest and murder
and back-stabbings, unclear

how can you avoid this
i do not really know
im sure that i have loved once
but once loved im not sure

~Hate~
hate is nothing like love
but quite the opposite
hate is real and love is not
and of that i am sure

hate i an exprestion
love is just a word
and ive come to the conclution that
i do hate this world

~Goodbye~
a shot rings out in the distance
another human gone
freed from all lifes burdens
family hurt and torn

most people think of dying
as a sad and horrable thing
but i think of it more as
a form of anarchy

i have more works on the way and by my next entry i will be done with them

so good bye all
and no stealing these cause i will sue!!! lol