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Yeah, really. The last week has been a bit much to come all at once and the craziness is unrelenting. I was encountered by something that really confused me in the most homely of places and I associate it with where the shitness started and yet it's coming back to me and I just feel so welcomed yet uncomfortable. All the fucking time you worry me and I continue to care about it and I feel like I'm looking in a mirror but at something so incomprehensively more beautiful than what should be there Please stop dying.
Fucking fear.
Live forever.