Wow.
College is crazy.
I really need to start focusing on the studying and homework aspect of it though because ive been soooooo slacking off on that part. It hasn't bit me in the ass yet but then again i havent had any major tests...however i have two on wednesday and one on thursday so its going to be an interesting couple of days.
Regardless I love love love the social part of it all. I mean im just having a good time and doing thigns i've never done before, good example being that last night we all played strip poker...and actually played. I'm being so open about everything too, i mean i just am not shutting anyone out for almost any reason.(Although there is this kid who rides a scooter all around campus and i just dont see us being friends anytime soon.)
Really though there are a few things upsetting me lately. First and foremost is my lack of communication with a lot of people back home mainly being, in alphabetical order:Catie, Chris, Drew, Isaiah, Jill, Mary. And also the fact that at the end of the day i really dont have any one person to talk to anymore about everything.
Lots of little things are eating away at me. I'm not exactly sure if I always like who i'm becoming for lots of reasons. And im in no fucking shape for any kind of real relationship right now :-/
Bleh bleh bleh. All of that is whatever.
The bottom line is i'm having a really great time but i want to see everybody soon, really soon. I have lots of stories...gosh so many.
Nap time.
I really need to start focusing on the studying and homework aspect of it though because ive been soooooo slacking off on that part. It hasn't bit me in the ass yet but then again i havent had any major tests...however i have two on wednesday and one on thursday so its going to be an interesting couple of days.
Regardless I love love love the social part of it all. I mean im just having a good time and doing thigns i've never done before, good example being that last night we all played strip poker...and actually played. I'm being so open about everything too, i mean i just am not shutting anyone out for almost any reason.(Although there is this kid who rides a scooter all around campus and i just dont see us being friends anytime soon.)
Really though there are a few things upsetting me lately. First and foremost is my lack of communication with a lot of people back home mainly being, in alphabetical order:Catie, Chris, Drew, Isaiah, Jill, Mary. And also the fact that at the end of the day i really dont have any one person to talk to anymore about everything.
Lots of little things are eating away at me. I'm not exactly sure if I always like who i'm becoming for lots of reasons. And im in no fucking shape for any kind of real relationship right now :-/
Bleh bleh bleh. All of that is whatever.
The bottom line is i'm having a really great time but i want to see everybody soon, really soon. I have lots of stories...gosh so many.
Nap time.