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Wow, up until this week, I wasn't that mad about not going to prom, and I wanted to go but oh well, I suppose that's something where liking people is a prerequisite, Alden is so cool, I was sitting there painting and he's just running around playing all the time, doesn't care about anything, I wish I could be like,. I don't remember ever being care-free. As far back as I can remember which is like 4th grade, I've always been worried about something.well anyways he starts singing TNT by AC/DC, and I was so excited. Today was productive for me personally though, I wish I could have multiple entire days like this was. Even though "prom" is over, it's not going to be over for like 2 weeks, becuase people will be getting pictures developed and bringing them, and they will be talking about tonight. The moon is so beautiful tonight. I went outside and everything had a blue hue to it. Nathan's little brother was asking me all these questions about leaving for the Navy, and I realized I have no clue what the hell I'm going to really do. I want EVERYTHING to be over. I want to be a person and do something other than sit at school or sit at home. I want to go out at night and have fun, not leave and come home.