Jul 30, 2007 21:38
Feeling good about things despite the mess, however insignificant. Lyrics are from a song that's had my attention.
Work sucks in a stressful way. My boss was a little stern with me during a meeting about a large task that was not done. I could argue that she was needlessly stern given some of the difficulties we discussed and other projects she gave me with more importance. She seems to have realized that I didn't share her view or is at least interested in trying to get things back to normal. I'm doing my job with a bit more focus and alot less chit-chat. I know I can't push it too far. She isn't a doormat and I am certainly expendable.
Social life is looking up with a couple preplanned events over the next couple weeks. Looking forward to the lake up north. Dinner tomorrow night with friends. Birthday with my Mother. Coffee with friends.
I've started returning to meditations and short breaks of quiet time. It's really helpful and keeps me from tunnel vision, focused only on the moment.
This is a call to the colorblind
This is an IOU
I'm stranded behind the horizon line
Tied up in something true
Yes I'm grounded
Got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded by all this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting for my fuse to dry
Someday I'll fly
Someday I'll soar
Someday I'll be so damn much more
Cause I'm bigger than my body gives me credit for
Why is it not the time?
What is there more to learn?.. yeah
I shed this skin I've been tripping in
Never to quite return
Yes I'm grounded
Got my wings clipped
I'm surrounded by all this pavement
Guess I'll circle
While I'm waiting for my fuse to dry
work,
personal