Where are you?
It's a perfect night outside: warm, quiet and a violent wind blowing. I remember this nights back home - sign of storm!
And nothing could be more right! But it's not a revenge of Nature, but a huge mess in my life.
No straight path for me to follow, always two in front of me, always the choice to make. Always stay or leave, always fight or quit, always walk or run back, always a choice to make and no easy ones!
Should I clear my mind and start again or just keep following my dreams. But what are indeed my dreams: a career or a family? Science or art? Why can't I have it all? I know it's a lot, but why is it so hard? WHY?
So I keep searching for the one, the one that will ease my pain and show me the right tracks to follow, the one walking by my side all the way never regretting, never giving up on me...
But if I don't believe in myself, who will?
So I'm strong, I keep saying to myself, I'm different but I'm happy with what I am, I'm romantic, I'm too pink, I'm a believer, I believe that people are good, I believe that the world is a nice place to live, I believe dreams keep you going, I believe in love!
Maybe I'm just naive, but then again, I guess I'm just me! And nobody will be able to change that, no broken heart, no lost love, no disappointment...
And nothing could be more right! But it's not a revenge of Nature, but a huge mess in my life.
No straight path for me to follow, always two in front of me, always the choice to make. Always stay or leave, always fight or quit, always walk or run back, always a choice to make and no easy ones!
Should I clear my mind and start again or just keep following my dreams. But what are indeed my dreams: a career or a family? Science or art? Why can't I have it all? I know it's a lot, but why is it so hard? WHY?
So I keep searching for the one, the one that will ease my pain and show me the right tracks to follow, the one walking by my side all the way never regretting, never giving up on me...
But if I don't believe in myself, who will?
So I'm strong, I keep saying to myself, I'm different but I'm happy with what I am, I'm romantic, I'm too pink, I'm a believer, I believe that people are good, I believe that the world is a nice place to live, I believe dreams keep you going, I believe in love!
Maybe I'm just naive, but then again, I guess I'm just me! And nobody will be able to change that, no broken heart, no lost love, no disappointment...