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[willeyebe]

i keep promising to be better at this
yet everyday the same thing happens
maybe it just isn't meant to be.

a number of things-
this journal but
more importantly
i think chesney ruined me
or i fucked myself in that relationship.

since
then
i don't feel like i can "settle down" (the most hated 2 words)
i trying to force something that doesn't feel natural
i want to be free
alone
no commitments
no hurt feelings
no responsibility

just
me.