a rock feels no pain, and an island never cries
I guess i'll be moving out with my mom to some place in la mesa, most likely by this weekend too. I was going to get my own place very very soon, but she needs someone around and i wouldn't mind staying with her at all. I've been finding myself in an incredibly lonely place, and it's not because my dad's gone, i just can't figure out why. I just know that I've never really felt so alone before. I've got the band thing, that's true, but it just seems every evening has been falling harder and harder and i really just want some kind of companionship so that i can write about more things that no one will read or care about. I guess,(i know this is the sappiest thing i've ever written in here),all i really want is someone to lay down next to.