In the summer time when the weather is fine

Jun 14, 2005 22:11

Friday: I didnt do anything apart from play cricket against Wycombe House..... who we thrashed... its the first time i can remember beating them. And i played rather well.

Saturday: I went to a party that ben invited me to, in twickenham/teddington - it was pretty hectic, i got served at the offy which is a good sign, i shouldnt be so shy at parties where i only know ben , there were some fine ladies there. I got my Trilby stolen/ borrowedd by some1 i dont know ... hopefully ill get it back .. i was major league pissed off. We walked all the way home from pretty much near squire garden centre to st margarets.

Sunday: did nothing really ben stayed for a while... i watched the grand prix

Monday: A2 actually has started which sucks, i wanted the year to be a doss.

Tuesday: Did do much. Huw said something that struck a nerve..an angry one. Err i decded not to trek all the way to Croydon to see Scarlet Poo and the down beat.. beacue it would cost too much overall - i told huw i would see them on saturday...but im not sure as i remember i have a grade 5 theory exam P00. Bah i entered a competition to win Nine Inch Nails tickets .. he might like one instead.

On another note, ive offered to be a Camp Freddy tech/roadie/player when they come to london to billy morrison... if only it would come true... you never know

oh yeh i got accepted into a uni www.saeuk.com which is where i belive i want to go, my parents arent so sure.... its a degree in 2 years with a 2x2 weeks holidays.

Also im contemplating in writing all my opwn music then finding a band to play with me - a bit liek nine inch nails... im fed up of my music not being known...and lazy musicians

A beautiful but sad song, Nine Inch Nails - Hurt

"Hurt"

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feeling disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
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