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I don't know what to write, but I'm bored and I find myself here kinda feeling like I should update. I haven't been doing much other than working...36 or so hours this week...My next paycheck (not the one coming tomorrow, but the next one) should be pretty good, which is great considering that Christmas is coming and the bills will start rolling in. That said, I have found that I am feeling a little bit more enthusiastic about Christmas this year than I was last year. Last year I found that I was so confused about everything, including my place in life...I feel that is why I didn't feel Christmas last year, this year I think I just might.
The time is getting closer that Paul will tell Ashley about our relationship. For those of you who don't remember who Ashley is, she is Pau'ls 10 year old stepdaughter who lives with his late wife's mother i.e. her grandmother. We've been together for 10 months now and it hasn't been that hard to keep it from her. And to be truthfully honest I have actually embraced Paul's procrastination in this matter. I wish she never had to know. But I do realize that there will come a time when I will have to welcome this strange girl with strange problems into my family...if I want to stay with Paul. In consideration for Ashley, I hate the fact that Paul has waited till Christmastime to tell her that he is seeing another woman. I really think it is chicken shit, despite what has been easier for me.
Anyway, my bronchitis hasn't gone completely away, so I'm off for another breathing treatment.
The time is getting closer that Paul will tell Ashley about our relationship. For those of you who don't remember who Ashley is, she is Pau'ls 10 year old stepdaughter who lives with his late wife's mother i.e. her grandmother. We've been together for 10 months now and it hasn't been that hard to keep it from her. And to be truthfully honest I have actually embraced Paul's procrastination in this matter. I wish she never had to know. But I do realize that there will come a time when I will have to welcome this strange girl with strange problems into my family...if I want to stay with Paul. In consideration for Ashley, I hate the fact that Paul has waited till Christmastime to tell her that he is seeing another woman. I really think it is chicken shit, despite what has been easier for me.
Anyway, my bronchitis hasn't gone completely away, so I'm off for another breathing treatment.