19th page [voice - and the event finally catches up to her!]
Just how much longer are we even going to be on this god forsaken trip?
It has to have been at least two months now, hasn't it? People still keep vanishing no matter what we do to try and prevent it, we aren't any closer than when we started to knowing why we're even here in the first place, and it's all....it's just--
[that next sound? sounds suspiciously like frustrated screaming. into a pillow. but it's a bit muffled even for that.]
This wouldn't be a problem if I hadn't lost that damned book again!
I just want to go home now....