State of the Willow Address

Jan 11, 2009 13:12

People tend to look down on you when you don't have things like a license, a car or internet.
It's true.
I have made some decisions that did not pan out for me all in pursuit of what will make me feel fulfilled.
People say, "Willow, just go out and get a job and shut up already."
Maybe they are right.
I went to school to be an art teacher and didn't get far because it sounded like a good idea until I looked into the reality of getting a teaching position as an art teacher. I really don't feel I could teach anything else. Wouldn't be any good at English because I hate most "fine literature" as much as High School kids. Math, I'm afraid of. History I'm no good with dates.....you see my problem.
So, I pondered.
I do some work doing renovation. I enjoy it alot. The only problem lies with the person whose place your renovating not paying thier bills in a timely manner.
Because of that I have more than $1,000 owed to me that was supposed to be here before x-mas. Guess who didn't have christmas this year.
But when it pays regular than I make good moneys.
I'm trying to move forward in becoming a commercial artist.
Now, I'm not looking to be Thomas Kinkade (gag), More like Tokidoki
If you don't have words to support this, then shut up.
I have a plan, no I don't want to hear how it will fail.
If you want to tell me Go Will! or maybe I think you can do it!
Feel free to say stuff. Support helps.
If you have tips or possitive advise then I wopuld love to hear from you.
But, if you don't think I can make it you are doing me no favors by saying so.
If things progress financially to the point where I have to give up this plan then I will.
I'll go back to the phone farm that makes me so very sad.
Sean is with me. He tells me I have his love and support every day.
This is me. This is my plan.
Take it or leave it...that's what's up with me.
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