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Why is it that I must insist upon arriving early to every function but never seem to manage it? High school is admittedly more important than ones average social function but the same principles apply.
What a way to start high school, far too far from fashionably late and enthusing over an apology. It's my nerves that are reawakening my infantile insecurities. It's always the same questions, 'Will people like me?', 'What shall I do if they don't?'
Deep breaths Wills, you can do this. Change does not necessarily have to be bad now does it?
I walked around school the other day, how marvelously daunting it all seems. Everyone stares at unfamiliar faces with expressions that seem to be screaming 'Go back to where you came from!' so I think my confidence has been shaken quite rightly.
My old habits will serve me well I think; sit at the back, only volunteer answers when questions are posed at me directly and give people as little reason to either hate or ostracise me.
What would be ideal right now would be for me to stumble across a group of coterminous and amicable individuals with whom I might have intelligent conversations and such.
I need a drink and a cigarette.
Goodness, the prospect of starting homework while i'm in this frame of mind hardly even bares thinking about.
What a way to start high school, far too far from fashionably late and enthusing over an apology. It's my nerves that are reawakening my infantile insecurities. It's always the same questions, 'Will people like me?', 'What shall I do if they don't?'
Deep breaths Wills, you can do this. Change does not necessarily have to be bad now does it?
I walked around school the other day, how marvelously daunting it all seems. Everyone stares at unfamiliar faces with expressions that seem to be screaming 'Go back to where you came from!' so I think my confidence has been shaken quite rightly.
My old habits will serve me well I think; sit at the back, only volunteer answers when questions are posed at me directly and give people as little reason to either hate or ostracise me.
What would be ideal right now would be for me to stumble across a group of coterminous and amicable individuals with whom I might have intelligent conversations and such.
I need a drink and a cigarette.
Goodness, the prospect of starting homework while i'm in this frame of mind hardly even bares thinking about.