Update
Well, I am definently transferring schools now (From Kent State University to Notre Dame College). I'm happy and sad at the same time. One, I'll miss my friends that I made here... they were real, true friends... Two, I'll miss the outrageous parties that I have attended... and Three, living in a dorm by myself...
When I go to Notre Dame, I'll see my old friends again and I'll have a bathroom to myself haha
Anyways, let's see... there is just so much on my mind lately and the more I think more of it, the more I get angry and sad all together.
I'm just having a lot of issues with myself, my family, school, my friends... just my life in particular... it's getting really frustrating...
Basically, I come to realize that the douchebags I dated were all worthless pieces of shits who only used me to be a trophy girlfriend, used me in general for sex, or to make me feel like shit... I finally want someone who will treat me with respect and I know I can get him, it's just so hard to find out who he is. I'm just so lonely on the inside and I seriously haven't found someone who could make my life not so lonely... I have gone through some shitty ass relationships (for those who konw me) and they all result in one common thing... CHEATING...
My sister and my mom are working out well without me and sometimes, that bothers me that I cannot be with them all the time... I miss them so much and the more I think of family, I think of my dad and I miss him so much. Even though I've known him for only 12 years, he taught me so many things and I never got to thank him or say goodbye to him when he was awake..
I'm babbling... there's just so much on my mind and it's making me so stressed out... I'm gonna lay down and watch some TV to relax.
When I go to Notre Dame, I'll see my old friends again and I'll have a bathroom to myself haha
Anyways, let's see... there is just so much on my mind lately and the more I think more of it, the more I get angry and sad all together.
I'm just having a lot of issues with myself, my family, school, my friends... just my life in particular... it's getting really frustrating...
Basically, I come to realize that the douchebags I dated were all worthless pieces of shits who only used me to be a trophy girlfriend, used me in general for sex, or to make me feel like shit... I finally want someone who will treat me with respect and I know I can get him, it's just so hard to find out who he is. I'm just so lonely on the inside and I seriously haven't found someone who could make my life not so lonely... I have gone through some shitty ass relationships (for those who konw me) and they all result in one common thing... CHEATING...
My sister and my mom are working out well without me and sometimes, that bothers me that I cannot be with them all the time... I miss them so much and the more I think of family, I think of my dad and I miss him so much. Even though I've known him for only 12 years, he taught me so many things and I never got to thank him or say goodbye to him when he was awake..
I'm babbling... there's just so much on my mind and it's making me so stressed out... I'm gonna lay down and watch some TV to relax.