Single & Loving it

Jan 17, 2005 19:20

As all of you know, I am single... my last relationship did not work out well because there were major trust issues and I was fed up with him...

Since I was 15, I started to date people... My first love, Dave, was such a great guy, he was my first love... we were together for 6 months on and off... well, I found out he cheated on me with this girl, Melanie... I was devistated... I didn't know what to do... well, that's how that relationship went down the drain...

Since Dave, I have dated ever since... and every relationship did not turn out the greatest... I am destined to be cheated on... All my friends say that I go through boys like water... well, I have a huge ass explanation for that...

Like I said before, I have been cheated on since the age of 15 with many guys... There was Dave with Melanie... Jon with his ex-girlfriend... Josh with many MySpace chicks... the list keeps going, but only three people out of the entire dating scene did not cheat on me were Brewer, Chaz, and Frank and I am good friends with both of them...

It is hard for me to date anyone right now... I'm sure everyone knows the whole "NICE GUYS FINISH LAST" theory, right? Well, "NICE GIRLS FINISH LAST" also... the nice girls are the ones that the nice guys complain to... the nice guys don't realize that the nice girls like them and that they have a great person RIGHT UNDER THEIR NOSE! or even a guy who the nice girl likes a lot takes back their ex-girlfriend or just wants to be friends with the nice girl...

Well, guys, I want a boyfriend, actually... I'm fed up with these dudes saying they like me and want to be with me & going around and doing shit with other people... is that how you express your feelings towards someone you like? Go and make moves on other chicks? That's really smooth... seriously... it makes nice girls, like me and many others, really have the hots for you guys... NOT!

I mean, seriously, if you want to make an effort and actually try something out with me, then do it... I can't wait around for a guy who wants to make moves on other chicks... I can wait for a guy who wants to wait and take things slow... a guy who actually gives me a good reason to actually wait things off...

I like someone and I'm confused on the situation of things... I want to try things out, but I don't think he would want to... maybe I'm a fool... a stupid girl who wants to make things right for herself, who wants to actually try and make a difference in her relationship streak... I want to keep a guy who won't cheat on me, who will like me for me, has a great personality, do random stuff with me... When it comes to dating, I'm a great girlfriend, seriously... I just want a guy who will appreciate that...

Thank you for listening to me blabber...

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