Jan 16, 2006 01:48
Drifting in just shy of 2am -- here's my drug status:
I weaned off something called "Effexor" so now i have dizzy spells
we are trying combinations of prozac and welbutrin to pump some life back into me. And I don't feel quite numb- as a did when i first saught a psychiatrist. I just dont feel able to make it through a day on an emotionally stable basis. If you know jenii you know her biggest addiction is overanalyzation. So do I have a lot on my mind? Do I have burdens to bear-- i dunno bcuz I feeling SO FUCKING ALONE and scared. scared at nigt like i need a mommy----- i bought a night light and a puppy and we share the room.
and if it scares friends... then let it... so maybe next time you don't wanna pick up your calls when i could've used a friend.....
and if i scares men- great let me spill the beans: girls ARE CRAZY. We a residing a the destination you drove us to.
I want a personal trainer for LIFE. guess i need to hit up the therapist more often.
thanks for listenin all- or anyone. goognight, i hope we can have some tea soon.