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Guilt is the absolute list topper of worst feelings in the world. I'm open to debate.
But you couldn't even cry if you wanted to- because you would feel more guilty.
I'm now having to take into consideration that my roomate isn't a emotionally stable ;person anyway and has been popping perscription sleeping pills and mood stabilizers for three days.
But now i'm extra guilty- she just called and thank gaod i couldn't answer- the message was a bomb in itself.
I/d hoped i didn't fuck iup that bad- i don't htink i did b/c the only thing i did wrong was not tell her- what i did she has no right really to be mad about- and that IS what she's upset about- and rightfully so. but i think whatever i could;ve done to resucitate is,.... not applicable.
Should I still keep feeling guilty?What if she moves out- I swear I don't feel like the type of person who makes people cry. Is it okay for me to wonder if alot of this is her instability?
Ps- my other roomates boyfriend totally left a puddle of PEE on the floor- and you better believe i stepped inj it. WHY- U MEN AND YOUR PENISES
But you couldn't even cry if you wanted to- because you would feel more guilty.
I'm now having to take into consideration that my roomate isn't a emotionally stable ;person anyway and has been popping perscription sleeping pills and mood stabilizers for three days.
But now i'm extra guilty- she just called and thank gaod i couldn't answer- the message was a bomb in itself.
I/d hoped i didn't fuck iup that bad- i don't htink i did b/c the only thing i did wrong was not tell her- what i did she has no right really to be mad about- and that IS what she's upset about- and rightfully so. but i think whatever i could;ve done to resucitate is,.... not applicable.
Should I still keep feeling guilty?What if she moves out- I swear I don't feel like the type of person who makes people cry. Is it okay for me to wonder if alot of this is her instability?
Ps- my other roomates boyfriend totally left a puddle of PEE on the floor- and you better believe i stepped inj it. WHY- U MEN AND YOUR PENISES