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fuckingg... argh
things are so messed up sometimes. its so hard to realize whats going on as things get so out of hand. what the fuck
i wish i could talk to sara. nope.
so messed up.
i wish i could just talk and make sense of everything.doesnt happen. and im angry and i dont know how to be or let that out. not even worth it
jorge and i found a kitten on the walk back home form the twins house. actually, the kitten found us and wouldnt leave us alone. cutest, saddest, coldest, most adorable kitten. picked it up. what happened next... ugh cant even go into it. whatever, needless to say, its just bad news. stupid. i was really upset.
maybe i shouldnt have been.
got myself and my friends. seeing everyone this week,
not messed up.
thats good.
life in general... that remains to be seen. always up and down. dont even know if i know how to deal with it, at least im on my own now so maybe i can.
things are so messed up sometimes. its so hard to realize whats going on as things get so out of hand. what the fuck
i wish i could talk to sara. nope.
so messed up.
i wish i could just talk and make sense of everything.doesnt happen. and im angry and i dont know how to be or let that out. not even worth it
jorge and i found a kitten on the walk back home form the twins house. actually, the kitten found us and wouldnt leave us alone. cutest, saddest, coldest, most adorable kitten. picked it up. what happened next... ugh cant even go into it. whatever, needless to say, its just bad news. stupid. i was really upset.
maybe i shouldnt have been.
got myself and my friends. seeing everyone this week,
not messed up.
thats good.
life in general... that remains to be seen. always up and down. dont even know if i know how to deal with it, at least im on my own now so maybe i can.