Blarg
Well, not that I need to post here, seeing as how only 1 or 2 people read this thing anyway, but oh well.
Last night, I found out that I'm a really awesome friend. And I think that's a good thing for the most part. But then again, I always hear that. "Kasey, you're too cool and I wouldn't want to hurt you." or "Kasey, wouldn't it be weird if we dated? I mean, you're like a brother to me!"
Feh, I get sick of hearing that from time to time. I mean, it's cool that I'm an awesome guy and what not but seriously... TOO awesome? I have a hard time just believing awesome in the first place.
But I don't know, I'm getting to that stage where I just want to stop trying. Just completely give up. I keep seeing myself as either moving back to Indiana at one point or just being a 45 year old bachelor in Seattle that comes home to nothing more than a cat and a computer.
Like I said, I've been really high and really low over the past month. Almost more than I was in the three years I was with Tiffany. Of course, she'll see this and yell at me, but whatever.
So I'm at this point where I don't even want to think about the future. Just want to think about, at most, 10 minutes from now. Maybe a bit more.
That, of I kinda wish I could stricken with Amnesia. I know that lame, cliche and retarded, but screw you guys reading anyway! :p
Sometimes it's easier to forget and rebuild. Kinda like... when a natural disaster hits. Forget and rebuild... okay well, not forget but you know.
ANYWAY this is definately going to take a lot of time to get over.
And I'm sorry Valerie. I can't get myself to use OkCupid. It just isn't something I'm into. It took a lot of guts to even visit you that first time.
But oh well. To hell with the future!
Here's to the present!
Last night, I found out that I'm a really awesome friend. And I think that's a good thing for the most part. But then again, I always hear that. "Kasey, you're too cool and I wouldn't want to hurt you." or "Kasey, wouldn't it be weird if we dated? I mean, you're like a brother to me!"
Feh, I get sick of hearing that from time to time. I mean, it's cool that I'm an awesome guy and what not but seriously... TOO awesome? I have a hard time just believing awesome in the first place.
But I don't know, I'm getting to that stage where I just want to stop trying. Just completely give up. I keep seeing myself as either moving back to Indiana at one point or just being a 45 year old bachelor in Seattle that comes home to nothing more than a cat and a computer.
Like I said, I've been really high and really low over the past month. Almost more than I was in the three years I was with Tiffany. Of course, she'll see this and yell at me, but whatever.
So I'm at this point where I don't even want to think about the future. Just want to think about, at most, 10 minutes from now. Maybe a bit more.
That, of I kinda wish I could stricken with Amnesia. I know that lame, cliche and retarded, but screw you guys reading anyway! :p
Sometimes it's easier to forget and rebuild. Kinda like... when a natural disaster hits. Forget and rebuild... okay well, not forget but you know.
ANYWAY this is definately going to take a lot of time to get over.
And I'm sorry Valerie. I can't get myself to use OkCupid. It just isn't something I'm into. It took a lot of guts to even visit you that first time.
But oh well. To hell with the future!
Here's to the present!