im a dork...
hey ya'll
well not much to say. i guess today was okay. Everyone was telling me i looked pretty it made me happy =D, lol. um yah, schools been oka i got good grades on my progress report but idont know if there good anymore. hmm, oh i think my mom is going to let me go to st. lukes youth today, i was so happy when she said that b/c ive missed it so much not that i dont love adrenaline b/c i do i just have missed st.lukes and everyone there.Oh..i IMed brandon today for the first time since the big mess a lil ago, it was so casual it felt werid, i just dont know how to act around him anymore and im still really hurt but idk i just dont wanna lose the kid all together..gosh this is so hard. but im still trying to take charlies advice and things have been somewhat better im still crying and stuff like he said but its getting more oka each day but ugh im still a mess and torn up..so hard. Maybe youth will help. well i dont have much to say i gotta go finish some hw and get ready to youth, b/c i think im going =). ill write later. bye <3 you all.
<33 heather
well not much to say. i guess today was okay. Everyone was telling me i looked pretty it made me happy =D, lol. um yah, schools been oka i got good grades on my progress report but idont know if there good anymore. hmm, oh i think my mom is going to let me go to st. lukes youth today, i was so happy when she said that b/c ive missed it so much not that i dont love adrenaline b/c i do i just have missed st.lukes and everyone there.Oh..i IMed brandon today for the first time since the big mess a lil ago, it was so casual it felt werid, i just dont know how to act around him anymore and im still really hurt but idk i just dont wanna lose the kid all together..gosh this is so hard. but im still trying to take charlies advice and things have been somewhat better im still crying and stuff like he said but its getting more oka each day but ugh im still a mess and torn up..so hard. Maybe youth will help. well i dont have much to say i gotta go finish some hw and get ready to youth, b/c i think im going =). ill write later. bye <3 you all.
<33 heather