dillo day
To be so excited about some things and so sad about some things is such an interesting place to be. It's a juxtaposition like no other, to be happy and sad at once. One would think it would make you feel neutral, but I only feel confused. I love so many people and am always sadly depressed when they do things that make others sad. How can I love two people and have them hate each other? How can I love someone who doesn't care for me? How can someone care for me and I not love them?
Today I thought that if I had a gun I would shoot myself. Not because I'm depressed. Not at all. Just to do it, to make people miss me, to make a difference. Of course, I never would, even if I had a gun. But I thought it, which is way interesting.
"Every no is an eskimo kiss if you're close to someone"--- me.
Own that quote as your own. Embrace the disgusting nature of it. It's something that should be in Chicken Soup for the Soul. That's way gross.
I've drank since 11:30. I need to sleep. I need to love. I need to see you. I need to see.
-dan foster
Today I thought that if I had a gun I would shoot myself. Not because I'm depressed. Not at all. Just to do it, to make people miss me, to make a difference. Of course, I never would, even if I had a gun. But I thought it, which is way interesting.
"Every no is an eskimo kiss if you're close to someone"--- me.
Own that quote as your own. Embrace the disgusting nature of it. It's something that should be in Chicken Soup for the Soul. That's way gross.
I've drank since 11:30. I need to sleep. I need to love. I need to see you. I need to see.
-dan foster