fairytale

[wildwhitney]

the fact that your answer is i don't know is the problem
i have to break the cycle i have to break out
but the problem is how
the problem has always been how
i am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason
but if that is case
why does this seem so wrong
why does this not make sense to me
is it because we as women have this twisted perspective on what love is
what happiness is
what feeling content is
hoping for
wishing for
that fairytale
begging that prince charming will sweep you off your feet
and you will ride into the sunset by horseback
well i don't like horses
i don't think i ever have
i am determined to feel good
i am determined to get what i deserve
and i am determined to work for every bit of it
i am determined to get out of this stuck slump
i am determined to find my happiness
because isn't that what life is really all about
to be able to look back and feel like you did it right
to feel like the mistakes you made were worth it
to feel true love and true happiness