now and then
i was just looking over old pictures on photobucket
mostly of me and lynn just being pictures whores haha
good times
its so weird to think about how i was then and how i am now
actually its not that strange its just sometimes hard to accept.
i love the way things are going now
i have everything and everyone that i ever wanted in my life as far as right now in my life.
things are very up and down with me one day everythings great
then the next i wanna crash into a tree
now more than ever have i realized many things that are going to be very useful
its so different worrying about other people more than yourself i know it sounds selfish but really before you are involved with someone all you really have in the world is you maybe some friends but thats it.
its kinda like when your parents say god i cant wait till you have children of your own and you will understand
well i dont have children but i have that feeling, that constant feeling that something might be wrong or whatever it is
i honestly dont know how people do it
go through boyfriends and girlfriends like love doesn't matter
because in reality
its all you have in the end
when its all said and done
none of the bickering and fighting and breaking up and getting back together it is all just crap
we all live for that feeling in your stomach in your heart not the bad one but the one where you know its right and you know no matter what you need this person in your life
and you really dont wanna find out what its like to not love again.
or you fear its not gunna be the same or its not gunna be real
somedays i feel like i am full of great advise.
and then when its my turn to deal with the crap im blank.
or the advise i give out i would never wanna put myself through.
i believe in the statement that you really only have 1 true love in this world and maybe you only get one chance
you never know when your chance comes or when it is up but if mine hasn't happened yet then i am clueless and im not sure if i can do this all again.
i just blabbered in here for a while
dont ever settle for second best.
thats all i know.
mostly of me and lynn just being pictures whores haha
good times
its so weird to think about how i was then and how i am now
actually its not that strange its just sometimes hard to accept.
i love the way things are going now
i have everything and everyone that i ever wanted in my life as far as right now in my life.
things are very up and down with me one day everythings great
then the next i wanna crash into a tree
now more than ever have i realized many things that are going to be very useful
its so different worrying about other people more than yourself i know it sounds selfish but really before you are involved with someone all you really have in the world is you maybe some friends but thats it.
its kinda like when your parents say god i cant wait till you have children of your own and you will understand
well i dont have children but i have that feeling, that constant feeling that something might be wrong or whatever it is
i honestly dont know how people do it
go through boyfriends and girlfriends like love doesn't matter
because in reality
its all you have in the end
when its all said and done
none of the bickering and fighting and breaking up and getting back together it is all just crap
we all live for that feeling in your stomach in your heart not the bad one but the one where you know its right and you know no matter what you need this person in your life
and you really dont wanna find out what its like to not love again.
or you fear its not gunna be the same or its not gunna be real
somedays i feel like i am full of great advise.
and then when its my turn to deal with the crap im blank.
or the advise i give out i would never wanna put myself through.
i believe in the statement that you really only have 1 true love in this world and maybe you only get one chance
you never know when your chance comes or when it is up but if mine hasn't happened yet then i am clueless and im not sure if i can do this all again.
i just blabbered in here for a while
dont ever settle for second best.
thats all i know.