I skipped school accidentally again and God! I hate myself for doing it and yet I cannot stop because in my heart I'm not really with what I'm doing in this school anymore. I chose to go there, yes, but it turned out to be ... the wrong choice
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My reasons are way different but I skip a lot too and kinda hate myself a lot for it as well... so, you're not the only one :/
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Are you in FAK or BFS?
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I'm in FAK2... just started this year :/ I wonder if they would throw me out after the Probezeit because of too many hours of missed classes, even if my grades are sufficient...
Where are you? >>
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Hm. ._. Do you have to work or why don't you go to your classes?
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I have to work but usually on the weekends... it's. I don't really have an excuse, but I'm not doing it for fun- sometimes I just can't bring myself to leave the house and face people, no matter how much I want to. I guess you could call it heavy sociophobia or depression or some other psychology thing that doesn't actually count.
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Hey, I see you're into Japan as well? ::points at icon::
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And yuh... I have to admit I'm nearly completely uninterested in Jpop and Jrock (don't hit me >_> ), but I have a heavy obsession with anime (manga to a lesser extent), and also listen to songs thereof when I like them. I learnt Japanese for two years at uni, hopefully I can take it up again when I'm done with the SDI (don't you think they should really really offer it? What's it with Chinese! :P )
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*_* So you can actually speak Japanese? ::clings on to you::
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*pats ya on the head* XD It was not very hard to notice your obsession.
I speak a little, very basic stuff... when I watch a subtitled anime, I can usually make out when a translation is off or stuff is left out and such, and I'll understand a word/sentence/bit of dialogue here and there, but I doubt I could actually hold an extended conversation.
So >_> what kinda manga do you read? What'dya watch? =P
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Well, I enjoy a whole lot of stuff, as long as it's not ecchi or *too* Shounen. A little Shounen doesn't hurt, but if it's all just about violence and that kind of thing I find it boring. ^^;;;
What do you like? Ohhhh and uhhh that maaaaaay sound weird, but are you male or female? XD;;;
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Hmm, I like some shounen stuff but I also like some shoujo stuff. My all-time favourite is Evangelion- but my second favourite is X/1999 (lots of violence there uh but o_O it's still shoujo right?). I also watched Card Captor Sakura and thought it was kinda cute XD Then again I'm also fond of Bleach and the like.
I don't like the gorey-violent-aboutnothingelse-stuff either... needs to have quality and niveau. >_>
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O_____O All your favourites are mine! A guy who likes X ... weird ... most guys I know get all "Arrrrgh! Girls stuff!" when I show anything Clamp-ish to them. ._.
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It's true, I know quite some guys who pretty much hate Clamp, but it tends to depend on the type of guy too... I know two or three who like it or don't mind it at least.
Bah, the rest just doesn't know what they're missing. I don't know, I can't really enjoy anime that doesn't produce emotions in me. Seems kinda worthless otherwise.
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Neon Genesis Evangelion is probably the best thing ... ever. It creates emotions you didn't think were possible ... if you know what I mean. You feel sorry for Shinji, you hate him, you love him and at the same time you hate and love and feel sorry for yourself.
And all the other characters! Nyaaaaaaan. ._. I gotta watch it again. Let's watch it together! *_*
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Gah, it sure is... it's been way too long since I've seen it, too. Rewatching sounds good ^^
Since I have to work all day tomorrow, I'll go sleep now; but we shall talk again :)
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Yes, yes! *_* It's complete rabu!
Okay, good night! ^_^ ::kissu::
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