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Jun 15, 2005 09:34


This is the last hello and the first goodbye.

Hello Everyone.Here i am again.Emily.Emily Bailey.And im leaving livejournal.Im guessing you want to know why? well its because im in trouble. Im in trouble for being me. My parents found icons and things on the computer about cutting myself,death,suicide,ect. And my mother talked to my best friends Vickys mom.Vickys mom is taking Vicky away from me.I can not talk to her for a long time.So i have lost every best friend i have ever had,because i am the problem.So i am leaving so i will never get caught again.This journal hides the life i lied about to my parents,and i cant risk loosing something else.I hope you all understand.You could comment on this.I might see it but i cant reply.Im sorry everyone.Im sorry for hating myself so much.I am sorry for hating others so much.I am sorry for likeing particular things my mother and vickys mother doesnt like.Im sorry for cutting myself.Im sorry for being a, phrased by my mother "screw up". I am sorry,sorry,sorry,so sorry. So i guess il have to change. Il have to go to cousiling and become everything im not.Again everyone,Im sorry.So this is me leaving.and theres a slim chance of me coming back.I must give up my addiction to livejournal.Now,Goodbye.
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