When I look at you, I see what's missing...
Let’s see…these last two weeks were so terrible I don’t even know where to start on that… well I read this book… and it was realllly good but it was also depressing/disturbing. But it was sad... and made me think… then I started crying and I like couldn’t stop... then later on I talked to Katelyn and figured out her weekend was much like mine…so Katelyn and I talked about stuff…Katelyn I love you so much!!! I don’t know what I’d do without you!!
Thursday and Friday were gay and I didn’t go to Will’s games… I haven’t been to any of them… and I doubt I can go on Monday either... went to the game Friday yea…
So then Saturday my family came down from like everywhere with a bunch of little kids. There was two aunts, 2 uncles, 4 little kids, my grandparents, and then Courtney and Taylor, plus Michael and Kara came home from college. So there were 18 people at my house…It was pretty bad and I didn’t get to stay in my room so that really pissed me off. Then on Sunday I got sick and was throwing up everywhere that night… so I didn’t get to go to school on Monday. So Tuesday I had to take 2 tests I had no clue what I was doing on them… so my mom talked to Kerr and I get to retake one of them after school on Monday! So Wednesday we had a half day so I came home hung out with Courtney Taylor and Dana… then Katelyn came up for a while… yea fun stuff. Watching my little cousins play and stuff made me think about when I was a little kid… that was so fun… when you could wake up put something on that completely didn’t match, not brush your hair and go out and play and not have a care in the world. And you could watch all those Disney movies… were everyone lived Happily Ever After and believe that’s how life is. I loved being a kid J…
So then the rest of the week I mostly hung out with my cousins and ate… Taylor Courtney and I had so much fun!! I miss seeing them all the time… we are so retarded together… especially Courtney and me… I burnt a bunch of Courtney’s cds and stuff... and we stayed up late and got in trouble and had ourselves a jolly time!!
So yesterday my little cousins left so there were only 4 extra people here. Will came over and we hung out and then went to the game and froze our asses off… at least I did! So then Heather’s mom took me and Katelyn home and I began to feel my feet again haha!! So the rest of the night I talked on the phone to Will and read… then I fell asleep right after that… I was so freaking tired! This morning everyone else left… and I woke up at 12:30… and Will and I were going to go to the movies… but that kind of didn’t happen…maybe tomorrow. So all day I’ve been cleaning, and working on my paper!! I finally finished my paper… but its waaaaaaaaaaay too long! Haha so yea... I’m going to go now…
Will, I’m gonna love you for always…