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why don't i feel like myself anymore? it's like all the cynicism of this world has gotten to me and all i am is calm. i don't want to be calm! i want to be wild and irrational and me!
why have i changed? survival of the fittest? you know your surroundings and you begin to adapt to what will be?
am i even any fun to be around anymore? <- thats more directed at a certain someone
i want to be bouncy and hyper and... and... i don't know. i just don't know. i feel like an adult. and i feel crappy.
the foreplay of my life (and one other thing) has slowly gone from me. im afraid i overdid it to offset the lack of in a previous. but, i will correct myself and bounce back to normal. eventually.
why have i changed? survival of the fittest? you know your surroundings and you begin to adapt to what will be?
am i even any fun to be around anymore? <- thats more directed at a certain someone
i want to be bouncy and hyper and... and... i don't know. i just don't know. i feel like an adult. and i feel crappy.
the foreplay of my life (and one other thing) has slowly gone from me. im afraid i overdid it to offset the lack of in a previous. but, i will correct myself and bounce back to normal. eventually.