I'm updating!!

[wildrides05]

College is so stressfull, I feel I am being pulled in a million different directions especially by my classes. In my music classes I act like who I am because I feel that it is how it should be, but when I go to agriculture activities I suppress who I really am. I say that my major is education and don't give specifics. I have realized that I am very good at playing double lives but thats okay because it allows me to survive this world because otherwise I am pretty sure I would be eaten alive or something close to that. Beyond that my classes are extremly tough and if you try to tell me you have harder classes you can go screw yourself because unless you are pre-med student, don't start. In the last 4 weeks I have learned about more musical theory than I have in my whole entire life and when I say learned I mean he tells us the info but I am only half comprehending it. THEORY IS EVIL! Ear Training is well, alright I know I am going to suck when it comes to rhythm butI have got to keep going. So many people want to see me fail so they can say that I they were right but I am not going to let them win. I am going to make it as a music major and I will succeed ands I will have the best god damn choirs out there. Well, I'm done now.

ttyl,
~mike~

P.S. Sarah B. enjoyed our convo last night.