fuck! he is a man version of me!
al: dude, I had a life plan- before my hoe blowup... shiat, get married, buy house, become VP at TCW and I was on the fast track, travel all ova the world, then buy notha home, have my hoe goto school, pop lil ALs out, and life is happy happy joy joy. Got that shit all planned out...
Then BAM, you are dead.... TF am I supposed to do now? So I just fuck around at work, no incentive to keep on my fast track. Yeah money would be good if I too the promotion and an industry, but fuck it. That was my old track wit the hoe, NOW there is no preset path. Damn like a nearsighted fool wit a penlight trying to find his way out of a mine shaft. So yeah, crazy ass shiat! I love it tho.... I say I have healed cuz I can now theoretically talk to that bitch witout feeling down. It wasn't being ditch by my hoe that hurt, it was losing the life I was begining to live and work toward. See why it is tough?
Then BAM, you are dead.... TF am I supposed to do now? So I just fuck around at work, no incentive to keep on my fast track. Yeah money would be good if I too the promotion and an industry, but fuck it. That was my old track wit the hoe, NOW there is no preset path. Damn like a nearsighted fool wit a penlight trying to find his way out of a mine shaft. So yeah, crazy ass shiat! I love it tho.... I say I have healed cuz I can now theoretically talk to that bitch witout feeling down. It wasn't being ditch by my hoe that hurt, it was losing the life I was begining to live and work toward. See why it is tough?