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It feels like it's been forever since I've even used a computer, although it has only been a couple of days. Ours was down for a while because we had viruses again and my brother wiped everything out and when installing windows back on realized he didn't have the cd key with him...so we had to wait for the next time he came by.
anyway...I haven't been doing a whole hell of a lot..I've been working quite a bit...and that makes me happy...I need the money badly, and the people I work with are fun...I'm so glad I'm friends with my co-workers....work would be hell if I wasn't...plus even though the ones I hang out with are all older than me they're wicked cool people to hang out with...Drake and I were talking about getting a bunch of us to go see Slipknot in Mass the day before my birthday....I'm definately up for it. especially since he said he'd buy my ticket.....I haven't been doing much besides work though...I've just been spending vacation hangin out with friends (not as often as I would like, but it's better than not at all), working...and being lazy.
I get really pissed off at myself sometimes. I hate when I can't remember what the fuck I'm doing...if I'm in the middle of something and stop for a second and go back to it I usually will forget what I was doing two fucking seconds ago. that doesn't happen too often, but it really pisses me off when it does.
I need to start exercising and stop eating what I eat....I'm just not happy with my body at all..I never really have been, but I feel it's gotten worse. In all actuallity I've stayed the same weight for the past year, but how I would just love to lose like 20-30 pounds...if only I had the ambition and self control to stick to exercise and dieting.
sometimes I really really hate being single again. it's depressing. yeah being single has a few perks, but most of the time it sucks. I'm the type of person who needs to feel like they're loved. I hate being alone.
well there's more shit I could complain about, but I think I'll spare whoever reads this.
anyway...I haven't been doing a whole hell of a lot..I've been working quite a bit...and that makes me happy...I need the money badly, and the people I work with are fun...I'm so glad I'm friends with my co-workers....work would be hell if I wasn't...plus even though the ones I hang out with are all older than me they're wicked cool people to hang out with...Drake and I were talking about getting a bunch of us to go see Slipknot in Mass the day before my birthday....I'm definately up for it. especially since he said he'd buy my ticket.....I haven't been doing much besides work though...I've just been spending vacation hangin out with friends (not as often as I would like, but it's better than not at all), working...and being lazy.
I get really pissed off at myself sometimes. I hate when I can't remember what the fuck I'm doing...if I'm in the middle of something and stop for a second and go back to it I usually will forget what I was doing two fucking seconds ago. that doesn't happen too often, but it really pisses me off when it does.
I need to start exercising and stop eating what I eat....I'm just not happy with my body at all..I never really have been, but I feel it's gotten worse. In all actuallity I've stayed the same weight for the past year, but how I would just love to lose like 20-30 pounds...if only I had the ambition and self control to stick to exercise and dieting.
sometimes I really really hate being single again. it's depressing. yeah being single has a few perks, but most of the time it sucks. I'm the type of person who needs to feel like they're loved. I hate being alone.
well there's more shit I could complain about, but I think I'll spare whoever reads this.