*sigh*
no matter how much I want to get out on my own...I really don't want to leave high school...I'm so comfortable there.....plus there's always the worry that I'll fail at anything I try doing once I leave...there's so much I'm going to miss......and these 4 years seemed to go by so slow until the last couple of months.......I can't even believe we only have like 2 months of school left...it seems so sureal...I know I'm going to bawl when graduation rolls around...
it's only been about 2 months...but it seems like it's been so much longer......and I really never thought I could be this happy......and I really am...my only complaint is that I don't get to see you enough......I love just being with you....there's nothing I'd rather do than just lay in bed and cuddle and just talk...or fall asleep....just being in your arms....I feel so safe..and comfortable......and it's like nothing could ever go wrong.....it kinda gives me hope....and it's not like me at all to think the way I have been lately....to think about us in the future...but I do....and sometimes it scares me..but then I think about who I'm with...and just smile....and it makes everything ok.
it's only been about 2 months...but it seems like it's been so much longer......and I really never thought I could be this happy......and I really am...my only complaint is that I don't get to see you enough......I love just being with you....there's nothing I'd rather do than just lay in bed and cuddle and just talk...or fall asleep....just being in your arms....I feel so safe..and comfortable......and it's like nothing could ever go wrong.....it kinda gives me hope....and it's not like me at all to think the way I have been lately....to think about us in the future...but I do....and sometimes it scares me..but then I think about who I'm with...and just smile....and it makes everything ok.