Sep 29, 2010 18:32
Ya know, they're always talkin' 'bout how people in this country end up becomin' workaholics and sometimes end up gettin' seriously sick and dyin' from workin' too much. And I'm like thinkin'...WHY? 'Cause I don't get it. I've been tryin' to do a bunch of different stuff as some sort of income so I wouldn't haveta rely so much on somebody that I don't wanna talk to for financial support. And so far I ain't seein' anything worth gettin' that caught up in. I've tried workin' at four different places. ...Fast food, cafe, there was that convenience store that's over next to the post office...even tried doin' the courier thing. Got bored and sick of 'em all before long and ended up quittin' or gettin' fired. And I'm thinkin' that these were all jobs where I was actually active and interactin' with people. I ain't even gonna think 'bout what a desk job would be like. I'd end up goin' stir-crazy with onna those.
...So yeah. Not seein' the whole fixation on work thing. And not so sure if I can manage to find and stick with any normal one that's out there. ...Kinda sucks bein' good at doin' only one thing. ...So maybe I'll be stuck relyin' on family after all.
...Oh yeah. And I got my ears pierced last week. They still feel weird and I don't think I'm gonna get as many as Zaizen has anytime soon, but I like 'em~ Ain't bothered callin' home yet to break the news to certain people though. But I already know Otou's goin' to flip when he finds out. But he can take a fuckin' walk off a cliff for all I care. ...Though even sayin' that, I still don't feel like talkin' to him right now, so I'm puttin' it off for a while longer. Told my cousins though now that they're back in Hiroshima and can't easily blab things anymore. Yoh said I was lookin' to cause trouble and asked if I was tryin' to pick a fight. ...Not so sure that I'm not.
[OOC: Kin-chan + normal jobs = MAJOR FAIL. >>; ...And he's lying. It's been more like *10* different jobs, but he doesn't want to sound that pathetic at things. ^^; I'm sure some around him have been keeping better count though. And he's also now trying to think up things that will purposely make his father mad, hence the earrings. Since Daddy's trying to control how he looks and behaves, he figures "Oh, well, then I'm just gonna fuck things up even more and be even more difficult just to get back at him~" >>;]
cousins,
this ain't gonna make otou happy,
jobs,
family,
got my ears pierced,
i don't get it