Wild 20

Jul 28, 2010 09:13

So yeah~ Like everybody said way before me, we didn't win the tournament. Rikkai beat us. I won my match though~ That's awesome, yeah~? Sae says we gotta start gettin' ready early fer when we get ta Nationals next, since things'll get tougher there. ...Gonna getta see Ken-chan an' some of the rest of the ol' team from Shitenhouji when it gets here~! Oh! An-an-and maybe~! ....Well, maybe that's all that really matters~ Just bein' happy to see 'em~ Shouldn't waste my time hopin' we'll play 'em...
So no time ta be gettin' upset 'bout what's already come and gone~! Gotta work for what's waitin' for us~! ...An' Rokkaku'll win this time.

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...Oh, and uh...sorry ta everybody that I ended up worryin' fer the past coupla days~ I know I ain't really been real talkative. I was jus'...feelin' under the weather, I think. ...I'll be okay~ Y'all don't haveta keep askin' me. Kinda gettin' on my nerves with it. ...I'll be feelin' back ta normal again real soon~

[Private]

...I keep settin' goals for myself that I can't achieve. I keep makin' promises to myself and to others that I end up brakin'.

...And it hurts more each time it happens.

Sometimes I wonder why I keep botherin' to get my hopes up in the first place. ...Heh~ Baka baaaaaka, Kintarou~ It's yer own fault for makin' the promises, yeah~? You're not a gradeschooler no more... So stop thinkin' like one. 'Cause ya always got yer head in the clouds, that's why ya can't get nothin' done right by yerself. ...Grown men ain't got foolish ideas in their heads like you do. So don't go makin' unrealistic goals for yerself no more. ...
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...Hai, hai, Otou~

[OOC: Strikes deleted. Yeah, Kin-chan was among those that took some time to themselves after the matches. While he did win his match, he was still disappointed in himself for certain reasons, as we can see. Kin-chan's a big dreamer, but now he's currently feeling like his realist father's numerous lectures are ringing true. So he's going to be kinda unusually quiet and doing some forced smiles, which he has a bad habit of doing when he's unhappy, since he doesn't like to worry others or explain things.]

nationals, ain't feelin' good, sae, we'll win next time, shitenhouji, rokkaku, tournament, rikkai, baka kintarou, ken-chan

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