May 17, 2007 22:51
so i have D in calculus
i fucking hate calculus. i can honestly say without being over dramatic that my biggest regret in life was taking calc bc (ab sucked but it wasnt this bad)
i regret it even more than the summer i didnt go to camp
so hes letting me retake quizzes
well from trying to study for that ive learned that obviously there was a reason i failed them in the first place
it makes no fucking sense to me
so now i have relearn the 2 things i did understand try to learn the million other things i never got
i dont have enough time
4 days is not enough
but then 4 days is too much
i want it to be over already
i dont want to spend one more second in a class of immiturity and dumb kids talking down to me
i dont want to spend one more minute with a crazy lady going through menopause yelling at me because she needs music and i should just know to go get it for her
and if i never had to step into portable 7 ever again. boy would that be amazing
if i could come for 3rd hour only, i could go to school forever. why is he the only person that knows to stop teaching after the AP test. (we're making mudpies tomorrow!!!)
my mom wants me to pick between my grandparents for which one should go to graduation. its not my fault how many tickets i got i shouldnt havta pick that rediculous. to be honest if i had the choice i wouldnt want any of my family to go
they ruin everything. hebrew high graduation was so fun i was so excited then my family comes and ruins it because they were all in a bad mood. couldnt they have saved it for another time. i just asked my mom if would could move away from the huge crowd to take a picture. so simple but instead i get "fine we wont take a picture then" its not a big deal. just dont be a bitch about it. then tonight senior awards. biggest waste of time ever. afterwards all i said was this wasnt worth coming for because all i got was a silver chord which i wouldve gotten even if i didnt show up. and my dad responds with a "dont embarass yourself" obvious i wasnt embarrassed to say it because i did say it. its more like dont embarrass you jerk!
i wish today was june 25th