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Getting frustrated with my hair, the bangs aren't doing what they are suppose to be doing anymore but I'm too cheap ..well too broke... to get them cut. I have $60 to my name and I don't want to spend it on getting my hair cut lol. I need to get paid again but I just got paid on Thursday so I have another two weeks.
As much as I love Janice I am almost hoping that she does not stay with us through the winter.. she lives in Brampton now and its a bitch for her to get to the store as it is and she's always late... so when the snow comes... both her and my manager are saying she should find a job in Brampton and I hope she does. I love her but my manager should have only hired one new person with open availability NOT two. Cause when winter break comes I am taking back my hours that those two are getting on the coming up schedule cause I took a bunch of time off for exams. So tough luck for them but Janice and I have been there longer and we will get more hours then they will.
I dont know why she chose to move to Brampton anyways.
I just need the money. Sorry and I know you do too but I have ALREADY over 10 grand in insurance debt... (oh I dont know if I said this already but I'm paying $365 a month when I'm primary driver apparently, so over 4 grand a year, been primary driver now for two years and I'll be it for another 3...) And i am NOT leaving this house with debt. No way no how. I will work my ass off to stop that. Afterall I made around 4 grand this past summer working from May to late July to pay off my boob debt.. so I think I can do this lol. Especially since I was working at a shit ass bar with like no tips. So at 7.60 an hour.. if I can find something higher then that for the summer.. hoping for a job with kids, then I am good. (And you've got to think over the summer I paid for other things too right.. sisters bachlorette, presents for my sister at 4 different showers, a $400 cash wedding gift, my bridesmaid dress, hair, makeup etc etc etc)
Anyways nothing really important to write on here just felt like writing.
Do you ever get that feeling that you know you can't trust someone but you still tell them things? Kinda making yourself vulnerable. But some part of you thinks thta maybe you can trust them, tell them that thing that you dont wnat them to tell anyone else.. and then much later you find out that people who were not suppose to find out found out and its like.. I know who did it. And you just want to be like seriously wtf is your problem but why bring up something that old right? Still fresh in my mind. Not the incident but the fact that I will never again intrust them with something. EVER.
People piss me off lol yay!
On a side note I am really missing some people that I have not seen in a long time. Thank god for the christmas holidays.
As much as I love Janice I am almost hoping that she does not stay with us through the winter.. she lives in Brampton now and its a bitch for her to get to the store as it is and she's always late... so when the snow comes... both her and my manager are saying she should find a job in Brampton and I hope she does. I love her but my manager should have only hired one new person with open availability NOT two. Cause when winter break comes I am taking back my hours that those two are getting on the coming up schedule cause I took a bunch of time off for exams. So tough luck for them but Janice and I have been there longer and we will get more hours then they will.
I dont know why she chose to move to Brampton anyways.
I just need the money. Sorry and I know you do too but I have ALREADY over 10 grand in insurance debt... (oh I dont know if I said this already but I'm paying $365 a month when I'm primary driver apparently, so over 4 grand a year, been primary driver now for two years and I'll be it for another 3...) And i am NOT leaving this house with debt. No way no how. I will work my ass off to stop that. Afterall I made around 4 grand this past summer working from May to late July to pay off my boob debt.. so I think I can do this lol. Especially since I was working at a shit ass bar with like no tips. So at 7.60 an hour.. if I can find something higher then that for the summer.. hoping for a job with kids, then I am good. (And you've got to think over the summer I paid for other things too right.. sisters bachlorette, presents for my sister at 4 different showers, a $400 cash wedding gift, my bridesmaid dress, hair, makeup etc etc etc)
Anyways nothing really important to write on here just felt like writing.
Do you ever get that feeling that you know you can't trust someone but you still tell them things? Kinda making yourself vulnerable. But some part of you thinks thta maybe you can trust them, tell them that thing that you dont wnat them to tell anyone else.. and then much later you find out that people who were not suppose to find out found out and its like.. I know who did it. And you just want to be like seriously wtf is your problem but why bring up something that old right? Still fresh in my mind. Not the incident but the fact that I will never again intrust them with something. EVER.
People piss me off lol yay!
On a side note I am really missing some people that I have not seen in a long time. Thank god for the christmas holidays.