books, yarn, mission trip, everything
Soooo I survived my inventory... thank God! And made a nice little bit of extra money with it! I promptly spent it on a yarn club now that I'm learning how to make socks! I've found that when I actually engulf myself in my yarn projects it gives me a way to think through everything, and clear my mind the way my journals used to. By journals I mean my real, hand written journals, all of them, not this thing.
While making some granny squares one night I was thinking about Justin. I decided that I didn't want to not only, not date, but even be around someone who was going to constantly talk about how our President is going to be the next Hitler, and go off on delusions of grandeur about being a better president then the one in office. And seriously, yes, he REALLY thought he would be. So he's gone.
I'm been sticking to my goals so far this year which is making me VERY happy. The only one that might change is the Paris trip. There's a Global Impact team going to London England in July so I'm interviewing for it in two weeks. I'm PRAYING I get to go!!! And I'm praying even more that if I do get to go my mom and her delegation will be on the same flight so I can sit next to her help dope me up so I won't have a panic attack on a 9 hour flight!
Oh, and I've decided I'm going on a diet. Yeah, gasp, call me anorexic, and flip because I'm "skinny already, and hate me because you don't weigh as little as me, but you can bite me in the process. you know I've only ever had one friend who actually comprehended the fact that I weigh so much less because I'm so much shorter... if we were still talking right now, she wouldn't think I was off my rocker. I could just hear her "well if you want to then go for it baby". Kind of miss her, but it's whatever. Just knowing what she'd say makes me feel better about my decision.
time to go work on Ann and Johns blanket... hope I have it done in time for the wedding!!!
While making some granny squares one night I was thinking about Justin. I decided that I didn't want to not only, not date, but even be around someone who was going to constantly talk about how our President is going to be the next Hitler, and go off on delusions of grandeur about being a better president then the one in office. And seriously, yes, he REALLY thought he would be. So he's gone.
I'm been sticking to my goals so far this year which is making me VERY happy. The only one that might change is the Paris trip. There's a Global Impact team going to London England in July so I'm interviewing for it in two weeks. I'm PRAYING I get to go!!! And I'm praying even more that if I do get to go my mom and her delegation will be on the same flight so I can sit next to her help dope me up so I won't have a panic attack on a 9 hour flight!
Oh, and I've decided I'm going on a diet. Yeah, gasp, call me anorexic, and flip because I'm "skinny already, and hate me because you don't weigh as little as me, but you can bite me in the process. you know I've only ever had one friend who actually comprehended the fact that I weigh so much less because I'm so much shorter... if we were still talking right now, she wouldn't think I was off my rocker. I could just hear her "well if you want to then go for it baby". Kind of miss her, but it's whatever. Just knowing what she'd say makes me feel better about my decision.
time to go work on Ann and Johns blanket... hope I have it done in time for the wedding!!!