The past returns...
I used to have a temper issue a long... long time ago. Yeah, being old that means it was decades ago. I learned to control it. It took a lot of work and a lot of willpower and more than a couple of years but I got there.
In all, I'm generally a pretty easy going guy. I'm fairly positive without becoming unrealistically dreamy about things... I'm definitely an optimist. I'm saddened when something fucks up between me and the few folk I honestly like.
This week, though... today, in fact... I'm mad. Hell, I've gone beyond that into fucking wanna-break-something angry.
I've been working on booking a DJ tour of the upper Midwest for the last couple of months. I wrote to one DJ in Chicago back in August. He told me to contact him closer to... in October. Now... the sounds of silence. Nothing. Finally getting in touch with others in the scene, of course there's nothing as it's too damned late and, of course, DJ Dickhead still isn't getting back to me.
Perhaps I'm so angry because it's going to ruin my holiday... and it's not something I can control. Perhaps it's because my trust was fucked. I don't know. I do know that I really really want to start hurting people in bad, bad ways...
In all, I'm generally a pretty easy going guy. I'm fairly positive without becoming unrealistically dreamy about things... I'm definitely an optimist. I'm saddened when something fucks up between me and the few folk I honestly like.
This week, though... today, in fact... I'm mad. Hell, I've gone beyond that into fucking wanna-break-something angry.
I've been working on booking a DJ tour of the upper Midwest for the last couple of months. I wrote to one DJ in Chicago back in August. He told me to contact him closer to... in October. Now... the sounds of silence. Nothing. Finally getting in touch with others in the scene, of course there's nothing as it's too damned late and, of course, DJ Dickhead still isn't getting back to me.
Perhaps I'm so angry because it's going to ruin my holiday... and it's not something I can control. Perhaps it's because my trust was fucked. I don't know. I do know that I really really want to start hurting people in bad, bad ways...