Glasses, benefits, damn.

[wildjester]

So I now have a huge problem! See I thought that my benefits had to be mailed today, so I could start getting benefits May 1st, turns out they need to be mailed by May 20th, so I can start getting them June 1st! This sucks! Why? Because I lost my contacts over a week ago and have been wearing my glasses ever since, and I look lame in my glasses, yet perhaps most importantly, I feel so lame in them, I think it totally makes me put off this lame vibe, like I think people I'd normally have no deal with get to act like they are hot shit next to me because I feel so lame. Everyone tells me I don't look much different in them, and I believe them, sorta, but not subconsciously I guess, because I just feel so unattractive that, uggg! Oh well, so on to the problem with all this; I figured that I could wear them for like a week or two, while I waited to get my benefits and then, get my contacts using said benefits, but now, I might have to wait a whole month and a half!!!!
So, do I suck it up and wait, or do I spend my money and go and buy them without my benefits??? I'd probably have to get an eye exam and pay for the contacts.... I just don't know!!!! Well let me know what you think people.

Also, I came in second last night at poker, was doing pretty alright, until it was Myself and Nell, then I just folded like a cheap card house! And that is the perfect way to say it, for so many reasons! Good job Nell! At least I won my money back, the $37 I spent on pizza we will ignore that right now haha!

Well off to my lazy day(until 4 when I work that is)