More confusion.

Feb 21, 2006 15:06

So I've been trying to get some shit together and not think about what's going on in my life right now, why? Because thinking about it causes me to want to act, and that's about the only thing I can't do! I think about all the things I want to do, or say, and I know I can't. I have nothing I can do to fix current situations, NOTHING! I hate it, why can't I just be like, it's me! I don't know what the fuck that means but I hate being helpless, and I hate more that the only thing I truly believe is the one thing that if I say it, it fucks up everything. That one thing? Boils down to; I'm right, that's other thing, it's wrong! Yes, the I'm right and your wrong defense... it should win.... Okay so I'm not positive that I'm right, but I'm %90 and I'm sure if givin' enough time, it would shine through that I am! ahhh....... I'm just not a very functioning human being right now, it bothers me. I know what I know, and I know how I feel, and I think that's enough, don't you?
fuck indeed nick, fuck indeed.
Enjoy not understanding this, and just,
Enjoy

wrong choices you made, alone

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